heck freakin yeah

so.... i was thinking the other day... while listening the other to one of my guilty pleasures.... garth brooks... thats right, im not afraid to say it. anyways, one of his songs had me thinking... and through a current project that i am working on for photography class..... one of gods greatest gifts really are unanswered prayers. if i would have gotten what i thought i really wanted a few years ago... i would be married, with at least 3 kids by now.. working a crappy job that i only got to pay the bills, and support the family. i would be tired of life, and constantly wishing i could change. with all respect to the girl that i would have been stuck with.. the thought of me being in that situation... it kinda sucks.... anyway... im saying all that to this.... my life rocks.... god has pushed me to pursue what i want to do, not what will pay the bills.... i am currently having the time of my life.. and getting closer to what most woul consider a dream job. i just started dating a girl that is so freaking amazing, it aint even funny. she loves life more than i do, has an amazing sense of humor, and did i mention on top of all that... thats shes so amazingly beautiful i want to punch babies... heaven forbid im in a nursery when i see her picture... i will go on a baby punching spree(sorry... i resorted to some dane cook there). anyway... im guess im saying that god is awesome. his plan is definately way better than my wildest dreams would have led me